i didnt knw why. hmm, a lesson for all of us.
ok, today, during guitar, i gt all the fingerings wrong. and i was like damn sad. why why why? why is others better thn me in everything? if others cn do it, me too. yea, so i cried. tears streamed dwn like rivers. its the 1st time i cried. hmm, i finally cried. i wanna learn how to cry agn. yea, those ppl whu knw why i wan learn, gd for u. those whu dunno, too bad. but i was damn sad. i cried. ian and ryan lim asked me why. ian, vincent and timothy ng comforted me. yea, thanks for the wonderful support. it will be greatly appreciated and remembered. i juz told them i was ok. but seriously i cried coz whn i dunno the fingerings and whn i was trying to learn, sanjay, joshua and ming da kept laughing like clowns. yea, all r seniors except ming da. haiz, i wept for bout a mere 20 mins. i think, but whn those ppl were laffing, i think ryan lim knws how it feels so he stood up and shouted at them damn loud!!! (scary man) the whole ensemble was quiet. hmm, thanks ryan. but in the end, i asked ryan during break time abt the fingerings. he wrote it dwn on the scores. after break, he told me he was done. but i havent even saw the paper and i suddenly knw how to play. a miracle done by God for me!!! hmm, thn i asked ryan, he said it was all correct. i was so damn happy. thank you, God. whn i went home, i practised. and nw, i got used to the fingerings and i cud play even better. so, pick urself up frm where u fall. remember this. and, i've oso 'recovered' :D
lucas, u cn do it. others cn, u cn. others are humans. u too. jiayous.
injected 11:48 PM